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July 2007 
Maitri Here I Come
Posted on Mar 25th, 2006
by 
Mike
Mike
I leave today for a week-long retreat up at Shambhala Mountain Center. I will be doing sitting meditation and Mairti Space Awareness practices.
I feel mixed about going. First, I don't like that place because of negative past experiences. Second, I don't want to be away from my wife for a week right now. Third, I need to find active income sources as a start to my career.
But I want to go anyway. I have some things to think about while sitting that are important in all sectors of my life. I feel like I can't fully move forward until I get some things straightened out and readjusted.
I feel mixed about going. First, I don't like that place because of negative past experiences. Second, I don't want to be away from my wife for a week right now. Third, I need to find active income sources as a start to my career.
But I want to go anyway. I have some things to think about while sitting that are important in all sectors of my life. I feel like I can't fully move forward until I get some things straightened out and readjusted.
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To be honest I do not understand why you go hearing your arguments, is there no better place close by where you can obtain the same result?
Sorry I ask
Leendert